I’ve been having a really crazy time in this new department, I suspect it is largely due to the fact that we are understaffed, running at 2/3 the number of people as previously. I’ve sort of disappeared this entire week, I have not spoken to my mom nor seen much of my family. I’ve not replied to sms-es, well I have to some but not to all, I’ve not been replying to calls, and I have been hanging up when you called. I’m sorry!!
I’m sorry for not keeping up with comments on the blog too, but I’m reading and appreciating all the comments! Quizas: I am on call again on the 15th.. Looks like we’ll meet up only after our exams? Probably see you on the day itself!
Since I know some of you may be reading, let me just let you know whats going on. I guess there are a number of reasons why I have not had the time to have a proper lunch at work this last week. I did not even get to eat dinner till 11pm while I was on call on Thurs night! And dinner was another sandwhich, I’ve been surviving on sandwhiches and cartons of milk. Worse still, I did not manage to go off post call on Friday afternoon, ie take the half day off after spending the night in hospital. So yesterday I worked for 33 hours straight! With sort of a 2-3 hours fragmented sleep on Thurs night, I was really exhausted. So its Saturday, I worked half the day and I’ve just woken up from a nap, and guess what? The sun has set! I’ve not mananged to see much daylight at home. I remember vaguely H trying to rouse me just now, probably to watch tv or go for a walk, I can’t really remember. And more bad news, I am on call again tomorrow! So my weekend is over after tonight. I am crossing my fingers I would be able to take the afternoon off on Monday because working since last Saturday isn’t good for me. But then again, did I tell you that I am working every single day till the 23rd of November which is when I go on exam leave. Yup, every single Saturday and Sunday. I’ve run out of clothes to wear cos my laundry isn’t done and I’ve not done my groceries in ages.
So while I was complaining to my brother while lying on the couch in front of the tv at my parent’s, he asked, what was the upside to the whole situation. I did think about that this week, because I need to cling on the some positivity in the middle of the madness of running around the hospital, answering phonecalls non stop and not really eating. I guess the upside would be that there’s a steep learning curve, I’ve learnt how to order dialysis for my patients, I’ve learnt about renal transplant and managing some of its problems, how to manage blocked lines hemodialysis, and lots and lots about the social and emotional aspects of managing a patient with failed kidneys. Its a lot of work because every single patient on my list doesn’t have much of an immune system because of their failed kidneys, and even if their kidneys work, its a transplanted kidney and they’re on drugs to suppress their immunity. So they are a bunch of fragile delicate people who need a lot of love because life can be trying when you don’t have your kidneys working for you. I’m also looking forward to this week cos I’m not on call till the following, and hopefully I can work a little faster because this week has really been about finding my way around.
Anyway these were from a weekend dinner last weekend at a hawker center near our house with my parents.

Satay with rice cakes and peanut dipping sauce. Notice the money on the table. Usually payment is done when the food arrives at your table.

My dad eating mee rebus or yellow noodles in a thick peanut and beef flavoured soup. I’m not sure why his dish came in a disposable container, perhaps the stall had run out of bowls.

Freshly squeezed sugarcane juice

I always end my meal at Changi Village (the hawker center) with the ice kachang or literally translated as ice nut. This dessert is layered boiled sweet red beans, pieces of grass jelly or chin chau, sweet corn and atap chee or sweet palm seeds then topped with shaved ice, a few splashes of colourful rose flavoured syrup and then finished with a good drizzle of evaporated milk.
Did I mention I’m on call again tomorrow? Yup, so my weekend has ended.
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